The Indigo Soliloquys

Friday, June 23, 2006

Summerisforidiots

Isn't it so fun to have sweat dripping down your neck? I wonder why the put dance workshops in the very hottest places on the planet and then expect dancers to move in air-condition-free spaces.
One of my students asked me why I didn't try out for "So you think you can dance" ...and after I picked myself off the floor--I realized that people actually look at me as talented. Shocking really.
There's always a place during the year where I question everything I've chosen over the past year. Why did I choose this path over the other? Or Why have I chosen to throw 5 years of my life away on this person, when I am much happier by myself? Why didn't I take a chance and journey off on my own instead of staying where it's easy--where it's comfortable? Why do I worry about what other's think instead of my own happiness? It's too simple to just stay in the status quo. I should have taken the path less traveled. It would have made all the difference.